Saturday, December 22, 2012

**Tidak ada Bunda yang sempurna, Nak




Tidak ada Bunda yang sempurna, Nak
Ketika keluarga kita dilingkupi kecemasan, maka Bunda juga gemetar penuh keraguan,
tapi sungguh anakku, demi melihatmu, keraguan itu musnah bagai kabut disiram cahaya matahari pagi,
berganti keyakinan dan keteguhan.

Tidak ada Bunda yang sempurna, Nak
Ketika keluarga kita ditimpa musibah, maka Bunda juga menghela nafas, menangis,
tapi sungguh anakku, demi melihatmu, dia bergegas menyeka ujung matanya, mengusir semua sedih
berganti perasaan riang dan ketulusan.

Tidak ada Bunda yang sempurna, Nak
Ketika keluarga kita dirundung kekurangan, maka Bunda juga tertatih penuh beban.
tapi sungguh anakku, demi melihatmu, dia bergegas berdiri tangguh, berusaha tegar dengan sisa apapun
berganti semangat menyala terus berusaha

Tidak ada Bunda yang sempurna, Nak
Ketika keluarga kita dalam ketakutan, dalam pertengkaran, dalam kegagalan
dalam situasi itu semua, Bunda juga tergugu berharap sandaran dan pertolongan,
tapi sungguh anakku, kau memberikan semua energi tidak terkira itu

Tidak ada Bunda yang sempurna, Nak
Maka kuberitahukan sebuah rahasia kecil ini
Betapa malam-malam, saat kau sudah tertidur nyenyak,
Bunda bersimpuh dengan air mata, berdoa, berjanji,
Akan selalu menjadi Bunda terbaik bagimu.
Walau kita tidak pernah tahu itu.

Tere-liye

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Courage




Courage to stand out.
Courage to be me.
This courage I wish I had so drastically! 

Courage to laugh.
The feeling to be free.
Oh I wish I wish I had this courage inside of me.

Courage to love.
Courage to trust.
To have this courage would be a plus.

Courage to accept I have courage.
This is proven to be; 
The hardest courage their could be. 

~ Christina E. Brown

Monday, October 1, 2012

Because Of You


Because you picked me up, when I struggled to get through.
Because you healed my heart, when it was thrown and shattered.

Because you gave me hope, when it seemed so out of reach.

Because you filled me with peace, when chaos flowed through my veins.
Because you showed me the light, when there was only darkness.
Because you gave me comfort, when my voice cried out in pain.
Because you reassured me, when the doubts screamed in my head.
Because you kept me going, when there seemed nowhere to go.
Because you sustained me with strength, when weakness became all I knew.
Because you came and stayed, when everyone else turned around and left.
Because you gave me a purpose, when life seemed so pointless.
Because you restored my happiness, when life seemed to snatch it away.
Because you filled this emptiness, when the void echoed with loneliness.
Because you helped me let it all go, when I gripped the tightest to hold on.
Because you showed me the beauty of life, when the world showed me nothing but hate and corruption.
Because you gave me a better life, when the old one fought to come back.
Because I am nothing without you, nothing but a hopeless being.
Because only You could tear down my wall of pride, and instead build it back up with love and humbleness.
Because of all this, I give you my life Lord.
I will put all my fears and failures in Your hands, my worries that consume me, my pain that destroys me.
You were always there, even when I rejected You.
Because of all You are, my life, oh God, is yours.
~ Jacqueline Burciaga

Thursday, September 13, 2012

RANDOM #2

some words I want you to know

Because of you, I will never say to anyone “I know how you feel.” Because I don’t know how they feel, because I sure as hell know that no one truly knew how I felt when you broke my heart.

I want to tell you I still love you, but then it would be awkward and you might not want to be friends anymore. And even though our friendship only consists of a few texts on birthdays and holidays, I don’t want to lose that.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Pablo Neruda, "[Tonight I can write the saddest lines]"



Tonight I can write the saddest lines
Write, for example, “The stars are blue and shiver in the distance”
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings

Tonight I can write the saddest lines
I loved her, and sometime she loved me too

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too
How could one not have loved her great still eyes?

Tonight I can write the saddest lines
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her?
The night is starry and she is not with me

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her

My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night, whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that’s certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another’s. She will be another’s, as she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that’s certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long

Because through night like this one I held her in my arms.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain she makes me suffer,
and these the last verses that I write for her.

(submitted by thepandawithoutfear)

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

I Already Miss You

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn’t end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can’t seem to let him go.

Knowing I won’t be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can’t believe we won’t talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I’m afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I’m terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won’t know what to do…
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I’ll whisper,”I already miss you..”

Monday, July 16, 2012

Best Friends, Forever.

They’re my best friends.
My partners in crime.
We are together, all the time.
When we’re apart, it’s just not the same.
I can’t live without them, My life would be lame.
Replacing these girls, just can’t be done.
We just have, way too much fun.
We know each others secrets, never to be told.
Even though we fight, Our friendship will never grow old.

~ Sarah Mayse 

Thursday, July 12, 2012

12 juli 2012




Hari ini tanggal 12 Juli, gak ada yang sepesial emang tanggalnya gak bagus, biasa aja apa coba 12-07-2012? ya gak?

16 tahun yang lalu tepat hari jum'at, pukul 12 siang dimana semua umat muslim yang laki-laki sedang khusyuk sholat jum'at di masjid, Ibuku sedang menjerit kesakitan di sebuah kamar. udah gak bisa ngelanjutin. hahaha. pokoknya pas itu ibuku yang tercintah sedang melahirkan anak pertamanya yaitu saya. wes.

Makasih buanyak buat temen-temen, adek-adek, mbak-mbak, mas-mas yang udah ngucapin selamat ulang tahun buat aku, baik lewat facebook atau twitter. yang ngucapin via sms maaf banget gak bisa di capture, hapeku juadul banget e gak ada namanya capture-capture.an jadinya maaaaaaa aaaaaf ya. :D.

entahlah, di umurku yang semakin tua ini aku cuman ingin orang tuaku bahagia dan bangga memiliki anak sepertiku, kebahagiaan mereka itulah tujuan utama aku ada di sini.

Maaf buat ibu sama bapak yang sampe saat ini belum bangga punya anak seperti aku, maaf buat nia, rima, yusuf, ais yang masih belum bangga punya kakak kayak mbak opi, maaf buat temen-temenku yang masih suka aku bikin repot. maaf ya.

entah kalian baca atau enggak tapi hal terbodoh yang aku pikirkan hari ini adalah dia baca retweet.an ku yang ng.retweet temen-teemn yang ngucapin ke aku terus dia juga baca terus dia juga ngucapin. udaaaaah abaikaaan udaaaaaah.

congratulation buat ANJOS yang udah ngucapin di twitter dan berhasil bikin mata aku berkaca-kaca. congratulation. you are my best too, njos. 

kata ida sama sheila "get older, get better" amiiiiiin. semoga seperti itu dan bukan jadi get worse. amiiin.

oya, makasih juga yang ngucapin langsung, maaf ya gak bisa diabadikan hahaha.

buat zahra, sahabatku tercintaaah, muakasih banget udah jadi the last person yang ngucapin met ultah, aku gak tau kamu pasang alarm atau begadang atau apa tapi terimakasih banyaaaaak ya udah nelpon di jam 23.23 hahahaha. maaf juga gak bisa ngomong banyak pas itu soalnya aku setengah sadar. hehehe.

peluk cium kecup buat kalian semuaaaah (っ˘з˘)っ(っ˘з˘)っ(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)


yang ngucapin via facebook

yang ngucapin via twitter


terimakasih ya buat orang-orang yang menyayangiku. mmuaaaah :*
cause I am nothing, without you~~~ *nyanyi lagunya sum41 yang with me, ayo nyanyi bareng-bareng*

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Words from the Heart

When I fell in love my heart was on fire
To be with you was my one desire
And if you love me I’ll give you everything you need
A lifetime of promises and a world full of dreams
For only my heart knows what it means
And I promise you it won’t be wrong
One love, two hearts we will make it strong,
But now my love is lost in your sweet kiss
Honey when I’m alone you’re the one I miss
And your sweet, tender love it hard to resist
Darling it’s true my heart has fallen in love with you
Looking upon the stars tonight wishing with all my might
Hoping someday you will realize this passion I hold inside
Honey it doesn’t cost a dime.
And if you give in your love could be mine
I feel truly blessed for this feeling the Lord has given me
Accompany by faith and much understanding
And I know this gift will guide me for all eternity
As my heart fly by with angel wings
And the clouds form into wedding rings
A woman in love the angels sing
On and on a soft melody
That’s how it feels to be in love like me.
For thoughts from the heart are never ending.

~ Leiby Acosta 

Wednesday, June 27, 2012




SELAMAT MILAD, BAPAKKU ! 
 *sebar konfetti*
- Semoga semakin baik dari hari ke hari
- Semoga menjadi manusia yang beruntung
-Semoga tetap sabar menjadi bapaknya shofi, nia, rima, yusuf sama ais
- Semoga umurnya barokah
- Semoga masuk surga bersama ibu, shofi, nia, rima yusuf, dan ais
Allohumma Amiiiiin



WHAT A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY ( ˘з(◦˘⌣˘◦)

tulus


shofi arianda
  

Monday, June 25, 2012

X7 libels tahun ajaran 2011-2012

eem uum, lama nih gak ng.post pake bahasa Indonesia *ng.sok* lama juga gak curhat akhir-akhir ini jadi sering ng.post gambar-gambar gitu.
by the way, gimana sama penampilan blog gueh? kece gaak? "enggaaaaak" oalah yaudah.
gini aku mau curhat apa yaa, oya! aku masuk IPA looh mungkin dengan nilai pas-pasan. aku belum liat rapor soalnya, keburu dimarahin ibu. walaupun gebetan gue kayaknya masuk IPS, tapi gakpapaaaa seperti kata anjos "dua garis yang sejajar tidak akan pernah bertemu" ahaha. pas dia ngomong gitu kayaknya dia lagi demam dimensi tiga.
enak Sondik bisa rangking 6, hahaha la aku? eeem rangking berapa yaaa? eeeem, rahasia. tapi gakpapa pokoknya masuk IPA hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaah *niat ngabab*. masa-masa SMA itu emang masa-masa aneh, masak kan kelas 11 kan beda kelas ya eeeh anak kelas pada menye-menye, pada bilang kangen, apalah, iuuuh, ahahaha. bercandaa hooi, gue juga bakal kangen punya temen sekelas kayak kalean ginih
pas 17an

pas hari pahlawan

pas ESQ

pas drama


kelas sepuluh tujuh tercintaaaaaaah, mmuaaaah. kenapa aku ngasih banyak foto? soalnya kemungkinan besar difoto-foto itu sepuluh tujuh gak lengkap terserah mau merhatiin atau enggak. menurut gueh suju itu kelas yang paling sering dicaci maki sama guru-guru, kelas laen juga seeh. oya, suju itu ada artisnya yang eksis sampe sesekolah namanya ipul, eem yang mana ya anaknya, yang itulah ntar dia makin ekseees lagi kalau gueh kasih tau mukanya. sebelas-duabelas lah sama pak jojon hahahahaaaaaaah *niat ngabab*

aku punya pesan buat anak suju :  
- kalau punya teman baru, teman lama jangan dilupakan
- perpisahannya jadinya kapan?
- jangan jahat-jahat sama pak jono, bu tri, sama bu mutiatin

udah sih gitu aja
mohon maaf atas kesalahan kata dan ucapan, itu semua disengaja kook disengajaaa sueer
i love x7

Charles Bukowski, "So You Want To Be a Writer"

if it doesn’t come bursting out of you
in spite of everything,
don’t do it.
unless it comes unasked out of your
heart and your mind and your mouth
and your gut,
don’t do it.
if you have to sit for hours
staring at your computer screen
or hunched over your
typewriter
searching for words,
don’t do it.
if you’re doing it for money or
fame,
don’t do it.
if you’re doing it because you want
women in your bed,
don’t do it.
if you have to sit there and
rewrite it again and again,
don’t do it.
if it’s hard work just thinking about doing it,
don’t do it.
if you’re trying to write like somebody
else,
forget about it.
if you have to wait for it to roar out of
you,
then wait patiently.
if it never does roar out of you,
do something else.

if you first have to read it to your wife
or your girlfriend or your boyfriend
or your parents or to anybody at all,
you’re not ready.

don’t be like so many writers,
don’t be like so many thousands of
people who call themselves writers,
don’t be dull and boring and
pretentious, don’t be consumed with self-
love.
the libraries of the world have
yawned themselves to
sleep
over your kind.
don’t add to that.
don’t do it.
unless it comes out of
your soul like a rocket,
unless being still would
drive you to madness or
suicide or murder,
don’t do it.
unless the sun inside you is
burning your gut,
don’t do it.

when it is truly time,
and if you have been chosen,
it will do it by
itself and it will keep on doing it
until you die or it dies in you.

there is no other way.

and there never was.


submitted by aberrantlyyours
via : sharing poetry

Saturday, June 2, 2012

A Mother Like You

For all the times you’ve been there
from the day I was born
You’ve always gave me courage
to do as I perform

You call to say hello
you send me notes to say you care
And when we are together
a special moment is shared

For the many things you’ve done
for all the times you were there
Helps me to know deep down
how much you really care

Even though I might not say it,
I really appreciate all you do
So powerfully blessed is how I feel
for having a mother like you.

~ Hannah

via : quotediary

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Pablo Neruda, "Sonnet XVII"

I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as one loves certain obscure things,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom but carries
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose
from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don’t know any other way to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,
so close that your eyes close with my dreams.


Translated by: Mark Eisner
via : sharing poetry

Monday, May 21, 2012

Another cupcakes but I still call it MUFFIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~

though I can't told you as directly as I can but I keep trying  to tell you "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU"

I don't know, probably it's just -a-friend-tell-happy-birthday-to-her-friend- just it

I promise, I keep trying to make it all normally as fast as I can, as best as I can.

but everything can't change as fast as you want, everything need process and I need the process for make my feelings be normally as you want

I know, and really know you'll never read this post, and I know it's so stupid because I know an I make this so useless.

actually I don't know why I keep writing for this post

but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~~~

I wish nothing but the best for you.





sincerely,



shofi

Friday, March 30, 2012

Aku Ingin - Sapardi Djoko Damono

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada..