From Me

I know this maybe a hard times for you. 

You stuck in the same place even you’ve tried your best.

You already have struggled to your death but happiness seems still so far away

You’re wondering when will this end because you already tired

Tired living this way

But,

اِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًاۗ

Verily, with every hardship there is ease.

Allah already make a promise why you bother it?

When you belief that you already tried your best, gave all your effort

Then pray, your God already made a promise for His Creature, why you even bothered?

how can you understand

I have told you not to fall into the same hole again. but you did it, right?
I have told you not to let reality bites you. but you let it.
I have told you not to have any feeling anymore. but you did it
how can you understand
now, see
you are crying such a stupid
you are crying because of your mistake
you already make yourself getting worse
how can you understand
It's all you mistake
I have told you to avoid love
I have told you that love is bullshit
but you keep approach love
now, see
how can you understand

Holla!

Hi, it’s been a long time since I wrote some words in this blog.
I think I’m gonna continue to write anything that popped out in my head and started to give some opinion of whatsoever things that happened recently, ofc in my perspective.

I’ve been busy trying to get along with what life wants me to be. I’m just here trying to not giving a f*ck with whatever that life has served me 🙃

So this 2020 is not good enough I guess but still there’s hope that left.
We have to stay alive in this pandemic called COVID-19. To be honest, that disease is not that scary but I lived in this effing country which pretty fucked up. I don’t know I just try to stay alive as long as possible.

I hope all of you will do the same. No, not that part of mocking your country, but that “try to stay alive as long as possible” part.

I don’t know who’ll read this writing but me 🙃, but whoever read this, please stay alive!